You're beautiful.

See guys, you’re never alone. There’s always someone there willing to listen and help you through it. <3

I’m good, thanks, how are you? Congrats on not cutting for 2 weeks, I know personally how hard that is :) But try to find something else to ease your anger besides cutting. Go for a walk or call up a friend you trust to talk. How did you wake up in the night with your arms scratched? Did you do it yourself in your sleep or could it possibly be your cat? (If you have a cat) But try not to be scared of it, it probably happened because you were thinking about self-harming before you fell asleep. It’s been proven that if you think about something before you fall asleep, you’ll dream about it. Were you having dreams about self-harm? Just try to not think about it, find another way to deal with stress and anger. :) I have a list on the blog if you want to check it out. Stay strong, you’re a beautiful person <3

First of all, I hope you know that your parents divorce was not your fault. So please please don’t feel bad about that. Just focus on the positive things in life! Like you said, you’re in a great relationship, and you have an awesome stepdad. Focus on those things! My boyfriend helped me a lot with my depression. Have you tried opening up to your boyfriend or girlfriend? They might be able to help you or just hold you when you’re upset. And as for your medical bills, I totally understand that. Mine are pretty bad too. But don’t worry about the cost of them making your mom unhappy, I bet your stepdad makes her happy id he’s as awesome as you say he is :) and I’m so sorry you found out you had a tumor, I hope it’s not too serious :( I’m always here if you need anything. It will get better, I promise.

Thanks! :) that really means a lot <3

You’ve got to try to stop before it gets way out of control. Find something else that makes you feel better. Have any pets or something? This may sound lame, but cuddle with them! My cat is my best friend. Listen to music. Go for a drive if you have your license. Smile! It’ll trick your brain into thinking you’re happy :) sleep. Go for a walk. Do anything but cut. I know it’s hard, but please try <3

As for your newfound depression, is there something in your life that’s changed recently, not for the better, that you’re not used to? Find a way to make the best of it.

I know exactly what you’re going through and I know it sucks. I used to wonder why I was so depressed. I couldn’t figure it out. It will get better, I promise. And remember I’m always here if you need any more help or just need someone to talk to. <3

Sorry I took so long to answer :( Please please don’t start cutting now. It’s so hard to stop once you’ve started, and you’ve been so strong to not cut so far. I’m proud of you :) But I bet you haven’t ruined anything, there’s just something making you feel like you have. You seem like such a strong person, keep it that way :) As for an “escape”, you don’t have to escape, find things in life that make you happy. Find the little things. Do you like to bake? Play video games? Go for walks? Have any pets? just cuddle with them! haha I know it may seem lame, but I love my cat to death and cuddling with her has saved me from so much depression it’s crazy. I’m sorry you feel like a second choice, trust me, I’ve been there. You’ve just gotta get rid of people in your life who make you feel like that, and find people who will put you first when you’re feeling down. You’re such a strong person, I admire that :) I love you, stay strong :) I’m here if you need to talk again :)

You are not alone. I promise you that. There is someone around you going through something similar as you’re going through. Trust me, I’ve felt exactly how you feel. I know it sucks, but try talking to someone! Don’t paste a smile on your face when everything’s not okay. If you hold everything in it’ll just get worse. I finally told someone about how I was feeling and they helped a lot. Just please don’t end your life. It’s not worth it. Your parents will find out and they’ll be devastated. Your friends? They’ll blame themselves. They’ll think “what if I could have stopped this?” I don’t say that to make you feel bad about being tired of living, I say that because I want you to realize that people will care and try to help you if you open up, and you’re not alone. You’re a beautiful person, and I’m always here if you want to talk <3

Hi, first off I want to tell you that your name is so beautiful :)

If its not too personal, are you on meds for your depression? I am and they help a lot. I hope you know that if your cutting gets out of hand you really should tell your mom or someone you can trust so they can help. I promise they wont judge you, they’ll only want what’s best for you :) do you know why you’re depressed? If you can recognize the reason for your depression, it would be so much easier to overcome it. I’m always here if you need to talk though. You’re beautiful